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TAPE LECTURE 6 JAN 54 3RD ACC #6A/B   Part 3 of 3
"SYMBOLS AND GROUP PROCESSING DEMO"

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Transcript of Taped Lecture by L. Ron Hubbard Third ACC 6B
 -   5401C06 January 6, 1954

"SYMBOLS AND GROUP PROCESSING DEMO"  Part 3 of 3

(continued from part 2)

Now, let's take this thing called a "name". An awful lot of
preclears are in terrible shape simply because of their
name. You take the fellow's name and you move it around as
a symbol and moving postulates and all of a sudden the case
begins to free up. Silly name. There was a case, a notable
case that had been audited by practically every auditor in
the ... in greater New York - and was audited by a member
of the first unit and this case's name added up to water.
And all this case ever did for an auditor was blow grief
charge and got no better. This case was being the symbol -
being water - and would just dramatize this, and continue
to dramatize this, and continue to dramatize it until all
of a sudden why the auditor would say, "Well, we blew that
big beautiful grief charge and so the case would be
better", but the case was no better. So this became an
enormous mystery. 

So a thetan becomes something and sells himself on the idea
he is IT, merely because he is so exhausted in this combat
with symbols, freedoms, ethics, ideals, evils. These things
become symbols and he avoids them one way or the other and
then he doesn't know what to avoid because they're mobile
and he never knows where they'll turn up or anything else.
His identity is something that is quite treacherous.
Identity is a very treacherous thing. It turns up in police
stations. Most of the boys having trouble exteriorizing, by
the way, have a record a light year long. That's right,
they have a record a light year long. That doesn't mean
they're criminal on earth or in this lifetime but they've
had their days. Put them on an E-meter and you keep
knockin' it off the pin. They're wanted in this Galaxy and
that Galaxy - that sounds like a space opera but it happens
to be very true. 

Now ... now, they're dodging. They're dodging the symbol
called "Law and Order". Well, can't they create law and
order?  Well, they sure can. Well, what are they dodging
law and order for? That's because they know they have an
identity. But do they? 

An identity is forced upon one until he believes he'll
desire it. He'll begin to resist an identity until he is an
identity. The one thing, I can tell you, in common, every
thetan has in common, is a terrible background of
resistance to bodies. Oh but ...(Garble) the last thing in
the world a thetan would be, would be a body. So here you
are. That's resistance to a symbol in essence because that
symbol is an identity and as an identity it fixes the
individual instead of him fixing it. Now we have a problem
with any symbol. Is the individual fixing the symbol or is
the symbol fixing him. And the way you keep symbols from
fixing the individual that are pinning him down is very
easy. You just mock it up, and move it around, until he
realizes he's moving it, it's not moving him. 

Let him find it, in other words, it's an end of cycle
processing to mock up symbols. Here, he's been looking for
a symbol. All right, have him mock up a symbol called
freedom. Whole populaces have gone to their death, whole
civilizations have been destroyed simply by people looking
for freedom. The greatest slaveries ever established on
earth were established in the name of freedom. Why? Because
everybody is trying to close terminals and locate it and
find it, and so forth, and they were trying to find freedom
by avoiding slavery. So they closed terminals with slavery
and there they were. Freedom was the opposite to slavery so
they had to fight slavery in order to have freedom and that
made slaves out of them. 

This is the most elementary of problems. It is not even
difficult but it lies in this exact field: A thetan
conceives that he has mass if he conceives that he is a
symbol. If he is an identity why then he feels he has mass
so he becomes to that degree, hard to exteriorize. There
are several ways to solve this. He believes his entire
dependency ... his entire beingness depends on his having a
name. If that's what his entire beingness depends upon, why
good heavens, of course, then he's going to be nailed down.
How else could he be nailed down but by resisting a symbol
- a name. He didn't want a name at first, that's why he
thinks he has to have one. And we get this - what you
resist you become. An individual resists having an identity
and eventually becomes an identity.

Well then, this is the problem in exteriorization, it's
that intimate. Anybody who's difficult to exteriorize is
simply ... be three feet in back of your head, be three
feet in back of your head - is a symbol. He's not a being
without mass and there are many symbols which are greater
than he. One of the ways of doing it is simply, let's take
a look over the numbers of symbols which are greater than
himself in terms of an E-meter. Just ask him that on the
eight dynamics. What symbols, what words are bigger than
you are. You'll get the most interesting responses on the
needle. Then you simply have him mock these up and move
them through space from point to point, back and forth, up,
down and around until he's moving them, they're not moving
him. He says, "Well I'm not ... I'm bigger than that." Next
thing you know, you say, "Be three feet in back of your
head", and he is.

Your problem with exteriorization then, departs from an
understanding of this:  That a thetan in a creative state
does not himself have mass - and an understanding of how he
gets mass. He gets mass by becoming himself, a symbol. Of
course, the last thing in the world he is, is a symbol. 

It's like a fellow who makes drums all his life and
eventually sits down in the corner curled up like a drum
and expects somebody to beat on him. This fellow hates
drums, so he becomes a drum. See that? Now why is this? Why
does a fellow become what he resists? Well he just sweeps
down on it in this fashion. He starts fighting it with
energy and he gets more loses than he gets wins and so he
gets to be it.

Now, let's get that much more simply. Let's get the problem
of a stuck flow. The fellow talks in one direction too
long, he'll get a stuck flow. Now, the way you unstick this
flow is to reverse it or to turn it and get some mock ups
and get it  bunched out of line, get it squared around and
knock it off. Now when he starts resisting something, very
arduously starts resisting something, you know - crush,
crush, crunch, crunch - he gets a stuck flow. Similarly,
when he starts giving postulates towards something. In
other words, commands are orders in one direction and it
never gives any back - he gets on a stuck flow. He
eventually gets to the point where he can't force anything
along that line and the line itself will collapse and that
is the end product of a stuck flow. It collapses into a
mass.

All communication lines eventually wind up to be one
terminal, both ends. Anytime they stick too hard on a flow,
why they'll eventually do that. 

TBD

So, your thetan stood outside the body for a long time
giving it orders. telling it to destroy itself or
something. Eventually, eventually why the very mass of
material that she put out in one direction became a stuck
flow and we got a collapsed terminal proposition. Now,
what's a collapsed terminal? That's something that should
have two ends, which now has both ends in coincidence. Both
ends in the same place. Now, that's a collapsed terminal.
You're going to hear this phrase an awful lot - collapsed
terminal. Better get used to it. You'll notice many
preclears have collapsed terminals.

Well, right next door to a collapsed terminal is becoming
the thing you're collapsed with. You're right there, so you
must be it. That's the immediate assumption. Now thought is
very agile but when it gets fixed in the terms of a symbol,
it becomes much less agile. It loses its creativeness.
Let's take the plight of the writer, who writes, writes,
writes, writes, writes western stories. He will eventually
start wearing western clothes, even though he lives in the
middle of Brooklyn. It's inevitable. He becomes the mass of
symbols which he puts out. 

A method of whipping this, for a writer, a method of
whipping this is a very simple one. Just write in that many
lines that you can embrace. Never bother about names,
identities, things like that, assigning yourself Henry
Pillbaum and ... I used to write western stories many, many
years ago and my name was W. R. Colt. You will still find
me in the library. And the funny part of it was, was all
the time I was writing western stories, I was really
interested in yachting. I never had anything much to do
with the west and, and as a matter of fact, tried not to
close terminals with it because of my early boyhood
misadventures with mustangs, which I do not consider very
romantic. 

They are very bad transportation but they work if you hit
them hard enough in the head with a leaded quirt. The SPCA
and I have never seen eye to eye (laughing) on the subject
of horses which would buck you off and tromp on you. I
always ... I asked ... when I was six, by the way, I
remembered this the other day when I was talking about this
to Congress. I had an argument with the SPCA when I was
six. I had managed to bring to curb by running him into a
brick wall, a 1200 pound Kentucky saddler and somebody had
placed it off as a riding horse and I couldn't stop him.
And, he was going places and he wasn't bright enough to
climb the wall or do anything imaginative like that so he
merely ran into it. Of course he fell down so I sat on him
waiting for him to more or less come to and shake himself
out of it. This lady came up, and lo and behold, it was the
SPCA because this happened within half a block of the
capitol of Helena, Montana and they had quarters right in
that vicinity in those days. And she started to sound off
about cruelty to horses and I don't know where she got off
bawling out a six year old boy who had just almost lost to
a 1200 pound horse but we had quite an argument which
almost put me in police court. Which was to the effect, I
said rather profanely, that she ought to engage herself in
forming a society for the prevention of cruelty to children
by horses (laughing). And that she belonged to the wrong
gang. She didn't appreciate this. She went and told some of
my relatives and they of course told me off. She was a very
influential person. I think her husband was the Treasurer
of the state of Montana, or something you know, I mean
something influential. They had money, had the state's
money anyway. 

Now when it come to any of your stuck flows, what happens,
what happens on the management of a horse. You just manage
enough horses and you lose a few times and you got a
continuous flow of commands going to this horse, and going
to this horse, and just go down to Virginia some time and
find out what happened to some of those fine old families.
You go in and knock on the door and they say, - whihihin. 

Here you have a, here you have a problem, you have a
problem and symbols. The horse is a fixed idea. He doesn't
want to do what you want to do. It's one fixed idea, so you
fix a lot of ideas into him that he does want to do it. You
fix them in, in various ways. With sugar, with leaded
quirts, with spurs, with petting. It's all done and nearly
every rider does it with all those - unless of course he's
smart enough to simply be the horse because that's where
he'll wind up anyhow. So, the problem is however, if you're
unwilling to be a horse and insist on using a horse, then
you will of course, become the horse against your wishes on
an inversion. Which makes you a compulsive symbol. You
know, you're compelled to be a symbol. 

That individual who can fluidly BE something and then BE
something else, is a very dangerous fellow indeed. He's not
fighting. That's not fair. He's happy though. So anyway, as
a writer I used to solve this rather uniformly. I wrote
stories in rotation. I would write a western story and then
a sea story, and then I'd write a detective story, and then
I'd write a flying story, and then I would write an article
for somebody or other, and then I would write for one of
those super slicks, which by the way, paid me much less
than the cheapest pulp. And yes, I wrote in one time to the
American Mercury, and asked them why didn't they bring
their rates up to what they were, a pulp paper because they
were published on pulp. And shortly afterwards, after I'd
gotten busy on this and made jokes out of it and talked in
front of the American Fiction Guild on the subject of the
pulps and kept describing the articles in the Mercury, and
so on, why they began to frown on this sort of thing and my
name became non persona grata with them. So, I had to sell
them under two other names. Now as long as one was willing
to do that, that was fine -that was just beautiful. But
then one day why you up and you write yourself something
and you're silly enough to use your own name on it and you
get fixed with an identity of having done something. So
there you are. And actually anybody's career, whether as a
writer or as a Homo sapiens, or a street car conductor, or
any other darn thing, winds up the same way. He starts out
playing a game of street car conductor and then he knows he
doesn't want to be this street car conductor, he resists
being this street car conductor and then he becomes the
street car conductor - a symbol. So you only become a
symbol by resisting something. 

Being something is quite something else than being a
symbol. You understand that? You can Be a man, you can BE
John Jones but if you can BE John Jones, then you want to
be free to unBE John Jones. And the freedom of beingness
should be equaled, in every case, by the freedom of
unbeingness. And if you can parallel your freedoms so that
you have the freedom to BE and the freedom to unBe as well
as the freedom of not to Be, why of course you exteriorize
beautifully and you're very happy and all things work out
wonderfully and also all the problems of auditing are
solved for the auditor before he gets there. 

When the auditor gets there, if he takes what we've been
talking about this morning, and uses this, why he'll find
out that he finds processing very simple because obviously
the fellow is sitting there in front of him, the preclear,
is being John Jones, a body. Earth - Galaxy 61 - 1954.
There he is. The fellow isn't happy or he wouldn't be
there. Well what's he unhappy about? Well he must be
unhappy about being a symbol. Well let's take the biggest
symbol that he is and just have him BE it, and then unBE
it, and then BE it and then unBE it on some sort of a
gradient scale which will eventually rescue, to the
individual, his freedom to BE or not to BE, no longer a
question. And that, in essence, is your highest echelon of
processing. You can develop any God's quantity of
techniques out of that. 

TBD

The only thing adults should need to know about that would
be a little bit more about the  theory of communication
because communication, cause and effect, and duplication
are all tied in very tightly. We covered enough of them all
morning. It's not a very big subject. I mean, the subject
of communication is idiotically simple. The trouble with it
is, it's so simple everybody misses it. 

It's like this business of symbols - you use that
definition for a symbol and you will win. It isn't whether
or not that definition is good in the field of English or
in the field of medicine or in the field of writing. We're
not interested in whether or not this is true or .. . All
we're interested in is, does it serve our purposes in
Scientology and to that limited degree, it serves our
purposes admirably. We, during the whole first book, spent
all of our time chasing the symbol known as an engram.
Which is to say, an idea or a series of ideas known as
perceptions fixed in a mass which was mobile and we were
trying to solve this mass of energy which had these fixed
ideas in it because this mass of energy, with its fixed
ideas in it, was bigger than the preclear and so could
victimize him and make him sick. Well, we had means of
eradicating it one way or the other with greater or lesser
success. And so as we could knock out that mass called a
symbol we could make our individual relatively well as a
Homo sapiens. We were still processing the bigger symbol.
See, we were processing minor symbols to alleviate a bigger
symbol - a body.

Now the technique's sort of thin on those gradient scale of
what we're going in to. Well all right, we have then, in
all the processing we're doing, the problem of
identification and differentiation, as we always have had.
We can sum that up now in terms of communication, we can
sum it up in numerous ways, but the simplest statement that
we can make of any of this is, the right to BE and the
right to unBE and if a person has fought being something
for a long time then he is it compulsively. He has no more
determinism about it. But if he simply merely became it,
you know, he just decided he'd become that and then he
decided he doesn't become it. Nothing is ever simpler. 

No thetan ever snapped into a body unless he laid his hand
on it in anger. You just don't walk up to a body and put a
beam on him and snap in. You don't even walk up to a body
and put a beam on it and have it be hurt badly and snap in.
You have to walk up to the body with the intention of anger
in order to snap into one suddenly and unexplicably. You
have to have conceived that bodies are evil and therefore
something to be resisted in order to be trapped in one. You
have to conceive that theta traps are very bad in order to
get trapped in a theta trap. It's almost impossible for a
thetan to get trapped but there is the one modus operandi
of his getting trapped - being afraid of getting trapped,
of course, and he postulates that he's afraid of getting
trapped in order to set an example so other thetans will be
afraid of getting trapped. And they will get trapped, so he
does too. 

Fellows go down to the Gold Coast and the Ivory Coast and
the slavery coast of Africa and spread Christianity in
order to buy slaves. Boy, they've got to be the most psalm
singin' prayin' people you ever heard of. And Christianity,
at the time they were using it, was no more than a tool, an
effort to get some slaves trapped. You know, make the
tribes docile enough so they wouldn't fight against being
bought. And they wound up as devout Christians - the people
who were doing this. Fascinating, isn't it?

So, that to be caught in a trap, you must have set the trap
yourself. So in any case, as you go along and run any case,
you want to know what's wrong with the case, you could be,
very self righteously, accusative of the case and say,
"When did you do it?" "Because everybody's mean to me",
"When were you mean to everybody?" Unfortunately, this
individual's recall is not adequate to tell you this
because it goes over too many millennia. 

So, does processing get a little simpler to you, right
there? All right, now let's just look at what else we were
doing there this morning. This condensed scale of energy - 
it's this ... it's ... of lookingness and ... when you go
into energy you go down from knowingness into the rest of
the band and that band is knowingness, lookingness,
emotingness, effortness, effortingness, thinkingness - (to
audience) You know where it goes there?

(Answer from audience which is inaudible) 

That's right, thinkingness. Thinking condenses and becomes
a symbol. A symbol is condensed thinking. You know where it
goes then?

(Audience answer not audible)

Not that directly. It goes into eating. It enters the
applause scale at that point and that drops down to eating
- and you know what condensed eating is? Sex. So you see
what a terrific band of understanding we're looking at here
in terms of human experiences. It's a big band. Actually
condensed eating is sex. 

But you go on up there, you go into the applause scale,
then you get up into symbolisms, and then you get up into
thinkingness, and then you get up into effort. Effort is
pretty high. But you get this thing repeating over and over
and over and when it's repeated and repeated and repeated,
why as it goes down the scale, why it evidently becomes
mest. We cannot justify that in just one, two, three, you
know. I mean, we can't say absolutely this is the case. It
just happens to be an existing theory. 

The rest of this is not existing theory. The rest of this
happens to be a lot closer to fact than the acceleration of
gravity is 32.2 feet per second. When we get down to sex,
you know, eatingness and then sex and above that symbols
and above that thinking and effort, and so on, when we're
dealing with these things, we're dealing with a fact that
is better and more useful than 32.2 feet per second. The
definition of a symbol is actually a little more valuable
to you than any of the definitions of physics because it
was in desperation of chasing symbols that man located
physics. 

Okay! Now you remember the other day I told you we were
shifting a little bit. I said we had an extra period. I
didn't say we were changing anything. I said the schedule
that was drawn up in Camden, and so forth, had a fifth
period in it. I was trying to mark out your fifth period
for you. That's because we occasionally shift the first
period into the fifth period as far as the auditing
assignments are concerned. Now isn't that mean? A lot of 
days you get the best possible time of the day to be
audited and a lot of times the lousiest. 

So, I notice here however that we have not run over too
badly so as to wipe out the --. I was not even going to
mention that. Because I have the little task of training
you up and doing this and that and so forth. I'd like to
spend more time with you than is actually allowed by the
auditing program as it is and that's why that fifth period
is hitting in that extra recede(?) in the first period when
necessary. That's so as the people, the poor auditors in
the first period, won't miss the experience. Nothing to do
with the preclear. 

Well, do you feel better or worse for that little run this 
morning? 

Audience: Better. A little bit better. 

Well, fine. Now let's just take two seconds here and do the 
rest of it.

Okay - 

Be a body - 
be a girl's body - 
be a boy's body - 
be an old man's body - 
an old woman's body - 
a young girl's body - 
a young boy's body - 
be an Eskimo's body - 
be a cat's body - 
be a horse's body - 
be a dog's body - 
be a cat's body - 
be a stone -  
be a body - 
be a stone - 
be a body - 
be a book - 
be a body - 
be a book - 
be a body - 
be a book - 
be a body - 
be the letter Alpha - 
be a body - 
be freedom from want - 
be a body - 
be a murderer - 
be a victim - 
be a murderer - 
be a victim - 
be a murderer - 
be a victim - 
be a murderer - 
be a policeman - 
be a victim - 
be a doctor - 
be a murderer - 
be a policeman - 
be a hospital -
be a stone - 
be a hospital - 
be a stone - 
be a hospital -
be a stone - 
be a hospital - 
be a stone - 
be a hospital -
be a stone - 
be a victim - 
be a murderer - 
be an electric chair - 
have the emotions of an electric chair - 
be a victim - 
be a murderer - 
be a burglar - 
be a sidewalk - 
be the sky - 
be a wood - 
be a sky - 
be a wood - 
be a sky -
have the emotion of a sky - 
be a wood - 
have the emotion of a wood - 
be a murderer - 
have the emotion of a murderer -
be a victim - 
have the somatic of a victim - 
have the emotion of a victim - 
have the viewpoint of a victim - 
have the knowingness of a victim - 
be the symbols of a victim -
be the applause of a victim - 
be a police officer - 
be the police force - 
have the viewpoint of a victim - 
have the viewpoint of a murderer - 
be a duck - 
have the emotion of a duck - 
have the motion of a duck - 
be a duck hunter - 
have the emotion of the duck hunter - 
have the viewpoint of a duck hunter - 
have the lookingness of a duck hunter - 
Have the knowingness of the duck hunter - 
be a duck - 
have the emotion of a duck - 
have the knowingness of a duck - 
have the lookingness of the duck - 
have the effort of the duck -
be the duck hunter - 
be the gun - 
be the bullets, the pellets - 
be the pellets in the duck - 
be the duck - 
have the emotion of the duck - 
be the duck hunter - 
have the eatingness of the duck hunter - 
be the eatingness of the duck - 
be the eatingness of the duck hunter - 
the eatingness of the duck - 
be the duck eating - 
be a fish being eaten by the duck - 
be the fish - 
swim - 
be the motion of the fish - 
be the emotion of the fish - 
be the motion of the body out on the sidewalk - 
be the motion of the body out on the sidewalk - 
now, be the body - 
now be the room - 
now be the motion of the body - 
now be the motion of the body out on the sidewalk - 
now be the corner - 
now be the motion of the body walking down to the corner - 

Okay - 

Be a 1000 feet up - 
give me some places where you're not - 
a place where somebody else isn't - 
be yourself - 
give me some more places where you're not - 

Okay - 

Now give me several things that you can lose - 
several things that you can afford to lose - 
now check over some things you have not lost - 
now some things which you own -
now some things which you know with absolute certainty that
you do not own - 
be them -
be them - 
one right after the other - 

Okay - 

Find the two back points of the room.
Now sit there for a moment and look and don't think - 
now look through whatever you're looking at - 

Okay - 
what you got - 
okay 

Feel better? 
You're hungry? 
Put some people in your stomach. 

(Laughing from a remark made by someone in audience) 
Love ya. Cannibalism, for the duration of this
class at least, doesn't know. 

How do you feel? Feel a little better? Alan, did you
exteriorize on that the first time? A little patty-cake way
of exteriorizing. Did you? 

Alan says: I don't know.

He doesn't know. We have to solve on some of these cases,
degradation because of exteriorization before that
exteriorized gets apart. Most of the people here who aren't
exteriorized right now had, at one time or another, felt
very degraded for having done so and that's what you have
to solve the case. Well, that's beside the point. SOP 8-C
is still very much in order. This has it (garbled) 

(Someone in a coughing fit) Cheryl, be your lungs, be your
body, be your lungs, be your body, be somebody else's
lungs, (she's trying to stifle a cough or something and
hysteria of laughter breaks out in the class) Well, is that
what you did? .... (garbled) Is that what you did? Do you
have a bag or something?

Be somebody else's lungs now, be somebody else's lungs - be
those lungs with TB (Tuberculosis) - now add lung fever -
now breathe and pant in mid air as the lungs - now get a
gleeful feeling of actually lousing them up - Forget what
you do with this person with your TB and so forth, just fix
him up but good. - Now be the person - now be the lungs -
now be your lungs - now be the effort of your lungs. Okay?
Are you still holding back a cough? Are you still afraid to
.. (garbled) All right. Okay. That better?.

I hope you feel better. The practical truth of the matter
is, you characters, I didn't process you this morning to
make you feel better. I tried to give you the opening gun
on randomity and automaticity of beingness and resistance.
You know, you've been resisting things all day? 

(lecture Ends abruptly here.)
 
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